Her Inner Sentiment

This is probably 1st post ever expressing my feelings. (:

Friends

None.

One by one,

they left because

i left first.

Family

My worries, my livelihood

what will it be like,

without dad.

I will miss my dad.

Love

I do love him so much.

Decide to change,

But chances were never given to be proven.

Changes were doubted,

Feelings were wounded.

Happiness lasted for a moment,

and dashed at the very next.

Patience limits,

was it love anymore?

Fears strike within,

distrust arises,

agony crumbles out tears,

and once again, standing alone.

Outcome

She hides once again,

counter factual smile,

unknown breakouts,

compiling sorrows.

Love,

Apple (: